The weight of the pulpit…

I have officially been a pastor for a little over 6 months now. in those 6 months I have experienced a transformation in my heart that I can honestly say I did not see coming. I have been speaking on a weekly basis for about 6 years in some form or another, and in those years I crafted a speaking style, tone, and stage presence. But  in the last 6 months something in my heart has begun to change the way that I feel when I begin to take those steps towards the stage each Sunday. It is a conviction that  is shifting me from the importance of  being creative, funny, applicable, etc. to being a guide for my people towards truth. There is nothing wrong with any of the traits I listed, as a matter of fact I think (hopefully) that more times than not I am still those things, but the way that you put a sermon together is different when you feel the weight of honesty and truth on your shoulders as opposed to the weight of charisma or creativity.

I have begun to feel the burden to protect, with all of my energy, my people from pulled away by something that sounds like the truth but isn’t. ( I believe that God is in control of that) but I don’t have time to preach on family, sex, money, prayer, reading the bible, and dating over and over again because it will hit with a target audience.

“Controversy is not always agreeable, yet it is often necessary. Error must be opposed, and truth defended. What I have to say, is designed chiefly for the benefit of the younger portion of the congregation. I feel that there devolves upon me not a little responsibility in reference to this class of my hearers. Many of them, I am happy to learn, are eagerly searching for truth, and they have a right to expect that the pulpit will aid their inquiries, and throw light upon their path. ”

Rev. Francis Hodgson, D.D. Philadelphia, July 13, 1854.

I have been reading and rereading through 1 & 2 Timothy over the last few weeks and over and over again you see Paul pleading with Timothy to protect his people from being led astray by silliness and myths. He doesn’t say to do this by bashing the other churches in town, he commands Timoty time and time again to speak the truth. Let your people hear the truth so often that they can spot a fake.

6If you point these things out to the brothers, you will be a good minister of Christ Jesus, brought up in the truths of the faith and of the good teaching that you have followed. 7Have nothing to do with godless myths and old wives’ tales; rather, train yourself to be godly.

1 Timothy 4:6-7

We are constantly trying to address with our people the silliness and myths like: prosperity, self help, false prophecies, etc. but it doesn’t just stop with those easy targets it goes way further into things like: works based salvation, man made sanctification, consumer minded church attendance, formula based prayers, etc. Do our people know that these things are silliness and myths? I know my people know they need to have a date night with their spouse but do they know that their salvation was completely undeserving and could never be earned or repaid. Do they know they have nothing to ever boast about in themselves. That they couldn’t even receive him until he chose to reveal himself to them (1 Corinthians 12:3) Do they know that Christianity has nothing to do with being a better person, or the fact that just because they drink half as much than before they got saved it doesn’t mean they know Him more?

If you don’t know me than you might think that I preach like Jimmy Swagart or something. I pastor a young, casual, trendy flip flop church. We use series, graphics, videos, etc. This isn’t about Swagart or Bates or insecurities, bashing and fears, this is about the fact that when I stand before God I will be accountable and he won’t give a crap how cool my graphics for my invite mail out were.

10 Comments

arvilogle  on March 5th, 2009

probably the most mature, insightful, and a little family churchish i have seen from a younger pastor in awhile!! be blessed my friend!!!

Tammy Flaming  on March 5th, 2009

Awww, the birth of the heart of a Pastor. You thought you had one before ( and I’m sure you did) but I think God has just taken you up a level.

Trisha Ray  on March 5th, 2009

Just when you started sounding like Jimmy Swaggert….you ended with God won’t give a crap…brought me back to Jason! LOL

Kyle Morrow  on March 6th, 2009

Jason,
I read your post with tears in my eyes. I have been a pastor for about 9 months, and I have undergone a change as well. I have struggled with the kind of pastor I wanted to be. I realized that I just need to be myself. God didn’t call me to preach like Tommy Bates or Ed Young, he called me to preach like Kyle. I have also learned the needs of the people are to take precedence over my preferred style. I’m praying for you, and I ask you to do the same for me.

Todd Martin  on April 14th, 2009

Jason,
Thank you for this post. I was a student pastor in a progressive church full time for 8 years and I moved to pastor a more traditional church. I have been at it for about a year in a half and i have had the same experiences. thanks for your honesty. God bless!

Todd Martin

Pastor David Boggs  on April 15th, 2009

Jason,

This is by far the best Blog you have ever written. I got to be honest, I got a little emotional reading it.

Great stuff Bro!!!

billisaacs  on April 15th, 2009

Pastor David,
Hold it together, man!
Be strong.

BB

jason walkerow  on April 16th, 2009

Jason,

We have never met, but I appreciate the honesty in you blog! You can feel the passion you have as you read it. Your transparencey and passion is magnetic. I have one of those Maxwell Leadership Bible’s and talks about in Acts 2 when Peter speaks to the crowd, it is his passion that is magnetic to the people.

I was a Youth Pastor for 5 years at the same church. I am still fairly young in the ministry as well. I often had the thought of “are they getting it?” They come in week in and week out, but are they really understanding, and applying what is being taught. I’m not doing anything now, but I still go to the same church. I still wonder as I talk to the youth, “do they get it?” I see them struggle with things, and they will talk to me about things, but they seem so lost between that worldly mindset, and a Godly mindset. I feel ya, bro! I’ll be praying for you and your ministry.

I enjoyed your blog!

Wm. Freddy Curtis  on April 22nd, 2009

Jason,
Thanks for sharing your heart. It makes your “old” PK Counselor very proud of your “insight” and “wisdom.”
Freddy

Brien Sturgill  on February 3rd, 2010

I served as a staffer for 15 years. I have now been in the Senior Pastorate for 3.5 years. I too am young (I think) 36, but the more I develop, I need the stregth of balance in my life. I am intentional about being multi-generational pastor and I want my church to be the same! Your insight is inspiring and the development of your Pastors heart would bring anyone that knows that feeling, to heart felt joy!

Keep pressing on!

All God’s best be yours!

Brien Sturgill,
Yakima, WA

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